Crazy it seems that I have been very paranoid what others think about me these past few days? Do I look like a pathetic fat loser to them? My, my, my, what have I done to myself? I dont want to look like one but sometimes I feel that way... so this saying is indeed right "you are what you feel you are" This issue is an eternal recurrence ...... It will eat me over and over again. I thought I love myself too much to feel this way... Hello pride come back to me. I want to feel good about myself again....... I still insist that I dont care about what they say..... I am what I am and I'm still on the process of struggling towards authentic existence. If I will be a slave of "others opinion" I'm still part of the herd..... Nietzsche may come to rescue me.. I want to be alone and be crazy for a day so I have an excuse to do whatever I want... This sadness is killing me.. Please let me die..
4 comments:
Sweetie I'm worried about you. Maybe you should go to the bloody company outing. And I think I should accompany you (just to make sure you don't do anything suicidal). Honey there is nothing wrong with you. Would you rather be an attractive daft bimbo or an intellectual person with a heart of gold? I chose you to be one of my friends, I only go for the best. Figure out what I mean :P I love you baby sister. I know buffets always make you feel better...
Dear Raiza,
I wanna share this blog to you. Ohnie is right, join the outing! Let's have fun there! Hope Jerilee is welcome though. Hope you'll be better soon. We're here lang alright?
Trx
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
To Those Who Are Backstabbed
I really can't understand why there are lots of people that no matter how good you are to them and no matter how giving you are to them, they still tend to backstab you... they still tend to pull you down... they still pretend to be your friend. I wonder why they are like that when even to the people who have done you some mistake shouldn't be treated wrongfully. Is it really a sad fact of life that everyone goes through every now and then? I'm beginning to realize that it is. I wonder how those people think... How can they possibly act badly to someone who is only trying to be good to them or haven't done anything bad to them... oh well, maybe we just need to be thankful... maybe we just need to ask Him to help us be thankful instead... well, be thankful 'coz in times we meet people like this, we are able to practice our principles that in such a way we get to be a better person... be thankful 'coz we get to have a chance to see what's right from wrong... let's just be thankful and be proud of ourselves 'coz it is us who are treated like this, it is not us who are treating others like this... :)
Link: http://realityrealizations.blogspot.com/2005_03_01_archive.html
kulang ka lang ata sa jerjer nung time na pinost mo to. hahaha!
Mickey ikaw ba itong si Anonymous, vashtush ka talaga haha :P
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